so.
many.
freaking.
FEELINGS.
ever just feel... antsy?
at 12:19 am? on a saturday?
staring into space, staring at your fingernails (one out of 10 is green, the others pink), shaking your leg with nervous energy, just wondering...
pondering,
what's next?
i want something GOOD.
i want something i can sink my teeth into,
that feels nice and cool when i swallow it, and then
satiates me.
i don't want another
god damn mother fucking
"transition."
what is a transition
but wasted time?
or time spent waiting?
the clock still fucking ticks
while you wait,
and your time falls off
bit by bit.
i want my LIFE to take off...
the energy is boiling,
it just needs to know
where to go.
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